Just seeing your name annoys the fuck out of me.
November 2010
I miss you more than I thought I would
I envy the girl who had you first.
The one who had all of you before you were hurt and changed. The one who had the real you and you cared about her uncontrollably. The one you fell hardest for. I wish I was that girl.
“‘It’s not because I want to make out with her.’
‘Hold on.’ He grabbed a pencil and scrawled excitedly at the paper as if he’d just made a mathematical breakthrough and then looked back up at me. ‘I just did some calculations, and I’ve been able to determine that you’re full of shit.’” —Looking For Alaska (via crez104)
‘Hold on.’ He grabbed a pencil and scrawled excitedly at the paper as if he’d just made a mathematical breakthrough and then looked back up at me. ‘I just did some calculations, and I’ve been able to determine that you’re full of shit.’” —Looking For Alaska (via crez104)
He wanted to draw out the moment before the moment - because as good as kissing feels, nothings feels as good as the anticipation of it.